welcome back Sabrina!

wow. long time no write something in my blog. so miss you alot! :D
you know....i have many stories that i wanna write here. so many. but i think my fingers and eyes can't be able to type this keybord, wahaha. let's start to know my story~

first, i want to tell you about my schedule school. is it important to you, right? for sure. to know everything about my activities, you should know it first. :P
i dont have any activities. yes i'm totally lie. wakeup-pray-go to school-practice cheerleader-go home-pray-sleep or wakeup-pray-go to school-english course-go home-pray-sleep. no time for study at home? yes. no. yes. no.
that's enough make me so tired and dizzy. not uncommon, i dropped. on the other side, i have good drugs for that. nobody knows it. just me and god. now, plus you. that are my friends and Ardan. yeah, they made me forgot everything about bored and sweat. sometimes, they wasnt be there for me. but........i still consider they're so important for me.
i think...my school is a place that we can find somepeople who make love together. oh, nice.

oh yeah, now, i'm a captain of Blitzer cheerleading squad at my school. nobody expected this to happen. includding, me.
i'm so proud that i have a chance to be a good captain to lead my team. you know, Blitzer is a team which not carelessly team. BLITZER IS AWESOME! :D
you dont know about it? oh, common, ask me fastly in other time.

so.......i told you about ardan. yeah. Ardan is a boy who make me like a good girl. you know, summer after junior high school when we first met. i looked him like confused girl. he looked like a weird boy, hahaha. sos sorry, but it's time for telling that he was so interested. okay, let me tell.
first of story. i chated with kunti, my friend. i told her that i wanted to find a boy who like song. and kunti answered fastly "i have a person!"
i was so curious "who is he? i think that's no body in here, kun" kunti answered fastly again "you should know. i have a friend who like sing. i think he is a person that you find. i hope"
fine. i trusted her. and kunti asked me to meet him at that time. okay~~
from that, time and time, it went on. i started to be interested with him. but i wasnt to show it. just let it go, hehehe.
and.....16 Desember 2010. we started to think that we should know to unify our love. hahaha that's cute! -_- :P
how i love him!
how i feel so happy!
how i feel like a G6!
how lukcy me!
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i was so happy. my time wasnt bored again. i have a boy who always beside me to entertain me. i think.
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but it was too build upon. i cannot find a boy who act like that, again. I can. but i have a barrier. i should pretend that i'm not care again, but that's fact i care. i pretend.
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he ever told me "calm. it doesnt mean i'm not loving you again. but this is my choice. i will back to you after all making done"
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from him, i learn that a person who has an establishment will a choose one of them. He they let other go. eventhough he will be very sad. and he will "if this door will be close, i will find the door be open. but i will check this door first. and i will wait on"